Still Pregnant...

Everyday that I am still pregnant is a good day. It is amazing how different this pregnancy is from my last. I was so oblivious last time and I guess I could say happy. I now, unfortunately, don't have that luxury. Don't get me wrong, I am happy and get happier everyday, but more than anything I am scared. I will continue to be scared until I get a scan and see our baby and our baby's beating heart. Then, I hope I am able to relax alittle. Loss really sucks and you never really get over it.

So...I am 5 weeks + 5 days today. I called last week to get a doctor's appointment and they won't see me until I am 8 weeks. So, I have an appointment for Feb. 23. It seems like forever, but the good news is that I am getting a scan that day. I did not want to wait until 11 or 12 weeks this time. So, I have like 20 days....I know, what do I do until then? I guess I try to do what is right for our baby and just be pregnant and pray for the best.

I have quite a few symptoms, but no morning sickness yet (knock on wood!). My breasts get more sore every day. I really like that one, because it is a constant reminder that I am pregnant. Other than that, I am peeing every couple of hours, can't sleep more than 3 hours at a time, heartburn, and moodiness. Robert said to add the moodiness....I hadn't noticed...lol.

So we are just waiting and hoping for the best. If anyone out there ever reads this, please pray, we need it. I will write more later.